Watched New Year Eve's with Murni on Tuesday at Cine. The show was not as nice as I thought it would be. The beginning was kind of boring, but as it gets to the end, I could feel the Christmas Spirit! The speech was so enlightening. Can't wait for Christmas though, but I have nothing much to look forward to. But Christmas Eve's always something to look forward to. Going to Church at midnight, spending my first few minutes of Christmas in Church. Y'know, everybody celebrates Christmas like nobody's business. I bet some people even forget why Christmas Day exists.
I have lots of dreams I want to make into reality. I have a future I'm looking forward to. I have dreams. I want to create memories. My biggest dream is to travel to different countries all over the world. This world is bigger than you think it is. I love visiting historical places, seeing how wonderful this Earth can actually be. I live only once. Many people live before I do, and they all die. I will be history one day. Who knows what will happen in the future. Perhaps the world might even end during my lifetime. That, I do not know. But I believe, life is planned out for you, it's just the different routes you take that lead you to different places.
In the end, everybody comes to the same stop in life, and that's when death comes your way.
17 December 2011
Went lots of places yesterday with Yilin. Serangoon - POP FLEA - TOWN - Bishan - Home. 6 hours of shopping. I'm totally broke now, not spending anymore. I don't even know what I spent on. From now on, it's saving money time for concerts, for everything. I want to be rich by next December. Town was really crowded yesterday. The last weekend before Christmas. I remembering going to town during the last few weekends before Christmas when I was a little girl. The lightnings were awesome in the past, it's degrading itself every year recently. I don't feel the Christmas Spirit in town at all even though it's so happening. 'Cause y'know, town's filled with bengs and lians and lots more people that makes it feels dull. Well, I don't know if it's just me but I don't really like hanging around in town anymore, other than shopping of course. There's nothing much to shop also. The lightning is not say very ugly this year, but it's all blue, boring.
Went to visit the Old Folk's Home in the morning with my cousins and relatives. I wonder if I'll get married and have kids in the future. If I have kids, will they abandon me in an old folk's home one day when they find that I'm really difficult to look after? I wonder if I'm ever going to get into a relationship again 'cause I can't imagine myself in one at all.
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